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Welcome to the procastination station.

This blog has absorbed many hours of my time over the years, and yet I still struggle writing a proper intro. I mean, how is it possible to give a fitting introduction that entices people to read on. I'll just try and give a few vitals, and hope that is enough I guess. That sound okay? Cool.

I am Sue, live in Fife, Scotland. 30 year old arty dyke. I fangirl over bands and obsess over fictional characters. I write about what happens in my life, and general pondering about stuff that matters to me. Want to find out more, read away or click on the links below.

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Fed Up

Today a lot of things have collided at the one time. I have those wonderful monthly female problems, which general makes me feel like I have a dead weight in my stomach. And my foot is still sore from a pulled muscle last week, my ankle is sore, cause my ankle is always sore, my opposite leg is sore cause I have been walking different cause of my foot, my shoulder is sore, my hands are both sore with one spasming just for good luck. Safe to say, I need put down, I think.

So i have been sore, and which means that I have struggled with work. But I did my best, which wasn't good enough. I felt so low I was in the toilet crying 4 times. I did get through the day, but only just.

Green Day is Tuesday, and I applied to get Wednesday off. Now, I automatically applied this morning, and it came back rejected. A week isnt much notice, so I kind of understood. Spoke to my manager, and he said there was too many people on holiday already. Okay, I thought, I'll just have to come in. But then I find out the holiday did go through. And now I am so confused. Like, how is it possible to reject and approve the same holiday?!?!

Technology is great, obviously.

Last Point Of The Weekend

I know it sounds bizarre to most people, but Tuesday night marks the end of my weekend. I work Wednesday to Saturday, which is a rather abnormal shift. But by working longer shifts over 4 days, I get a longer weekend. Which is always a good thing. Although, you can never have enough time for a weekend. If there was a way for me to doing what I want, when I want, I would be on it rapid. But, we normal folk have to work, so there's that.

This time, next week, I will be watching Green Day in Glasgow at Bellahouston Park. And, as per the traditional Scottish summer, it is going to be raining. So the forecast says anyway. But the main reason a paid for a ticket was for Rancid, who are my favourite band, and I will NEVER get to see them play in such a huge event in the UK. And then this week, they announced that The Skids would be supporting as well, and seeing as I missed out on their homecoming gig in Dunfermline, I am so stoked. It's going to be fun. And, I have booked a bus there and back, so that I don't have to worry about getting home.

It's always nice to have something to focus on, something positive to aim for. It makes it easier to do the day job stuff, if you are doing it for something. But a lot of people are getting fed up at work, because the management tend to dive round difficult conversations and dump folk in shit. By doing things like this, it makes people seem like they don't matter, and that they have done something wrong. Because of the number of people that are on shift at any one point, I think the managers try to make their own life easier. Where, I think they should be looking at every person as an individual, and treating them as such. But no, the hard workers, simply work away, whilst the serial complainers get what ever they want. Now I would complain, but I don't like feeling responsible for putting extra pressure on someone else, when I can do my job, despite it being boring. If I feel I am over-complaining, my anxiety gets triggered and I feel awful.

I think that is a problem though, most people don't have a place to vent. Over the years, I have got used to expressing my annoyances in writing, either on my computer or in a notebook. I think that if I didn't have a way to rant my feelings, I'd be like a bomb waiting to go off

Poop

Having a really crap week and day. Mental health is not good, and my foot is causing me agony.

So. As promised... a while ago. I thought I'd come on and post a picture of my wee car. Yes it still has its P plates on, but I still panic sometimes, so I feel like it is a warning system. He has no name yet, but is a Ford Focus. Really nice car, I love it to bits. Makes life so much easier now I don't have to bus it everywhere.

Fuming

This was going to be an 'it's almost the weekend' and 'i got a car this week' post, but I cant focus on any of that.

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Fulled Up!!

I am sitting on the couch watching Manchester United V Ajax in the Europa League Final.

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Babble

Today has been okay.

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Long time, no see

I haven't posted in here for a while.

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Blue Monday

Just been hit with a wave of utter despair.

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Meh

So, tonight has ended well. Dunfermline won against Raith Rovers (yay) and my mum got taken to hospital for smashing her drunken face of the pavement (no yay).